有种爱叫做放手

男人已三十了，还没结婚。不是他条件不好长的不帅而是一直没有找到一个让他心动让他爱恋的女人

一日，男人去一家杂志社办事儿。在他等待主编的片刻，看到邻桌坐着一个看书的女孩儿。暖暖的阳光洒了她一身，侧着光他看到了她微微飘动的有些发黄的发梢，和她那张美丽极致的脸。那一刻，他明显感到自己的心剧烈地跳了又跳。他被女孩儿身上那股淡雅的气质和浓厚的书香气吸引住了。

　　和主编谈完事情要回去时，他红着脸要了那个女孩儿的电话号码。没多久他们就认识了，然后就慢慢熟悉了，之后就恋爱了。男人很幸福地想：上天真是眷恋我，赐予我这么一个温柔美丽的女孩儿。女孩儿也想，我真幸福呀，在茫茫人海中能有这么一个优秀的男人来爱我，但原他爱我能象我爱他那样亘古不变。

　　两年后他们结婚了。婚后他们还象恋爱时那样手牵着手去看海去踏浪去看日出，也常常在月光下相互依偎着说着悄悄话。所有认识他们的人都说，真是幸福的一对儿。男人和女人也常常陶醉在彼此体贴入微而又浪漫的爱恋中。

　　也许他们的幸福让上天嫉恨了。一天，男人开车将妻子送到单位后在回家的路上，突然感到手脚麻木，一点力气也使不出来。迎面驰来一辆卡车，他用尽全身的力气才勉强错开。

　　男人将车停放在路边，大汗淋漓。休息了好大一会儿，手脚才慢慢的恢复了知觉。

之后的一段日子里，他常常这样，发作越来越频繁了。他瞒着妻子和同事来到医院，诊断结果让他震惊。医生说他得可能得了一种叫重症肌无力的病。他目瞪口呆，感到眼前一片黑暗。他知道那是一种绝症，小时候他的邻居得了这样一种病，倾家荡产跑遍了所有的地方也没能治好。他在医院的走廊里呆呆地坐了两个小时，直到妻子打电话找他，才意识到应该回家了。

　　他是个坚强的人，回到家后，镇静地对妻子说，我要出差了，明天就走。妻子知道他工作忙，在天上飞来飞去，一个月在家呆不了几天。她习惯了。于是她温柔细心地为他收拾好了一切。


　　晚上，男人搂着睡在肩膀上的妻子，深情地问她：“你知道女人最大的痛苦是什么吗？”“和所爱的人分开。”他听后心酸不已，又问：“那女人最大的幸福是什么呢？”“和自己所爱的人在一起快乐地生活。就象是这样躲在他怀里，天天枕着他的肩膀入睡。”男人听后，泪水悄无声息地流了出来。

　　过了一会儿，他又平静地问：“你知道一个男人最大的幸福和最大的痛苦是什么吗？”女人摇摇头，说不知道。男人慢慢地说“除了为国为民外，男人最大的幸福就是能让自己所爱的人幸福；最大的痛苦则是为了自己心爱人的幸福，不得不痛苦地离开她。”女人很迷惑，说我不知道什么是男人的幸福和痛苦，我只知道我爱你，我要你永远永远的爱我和我在一起。男人叹息一声说，爱一个人并不一定非要和她生活在一起。有时放开手，离开她更是一种爱。

　　第二天，男人吻别了妻子，上了飞机。从舷窗上看到妻子还站在风中向自己挥手，泪水便哗然而下。


　　一个月后，男人回来了，还领回一个漂亮端庄的女人。妻子一怔，说是你同事吧。男人望着她的惊慌的眼睛说，不是，是我的情人。妻子脸色苍白，眼里噙满了泪水。男人心软了，想说不是，不是，但又忍住了。只冷漠地说，我们离婚吧。

　　女人收拾了些衣服，离开了家。临出门时，她拿出一瓶新买的胃药，说，你有胃病，自己要想着吃药。男人忍着内心的伤痛，将脸扭向了别处。女人哭着说，想不到一个月前还口口声声地说爱我的男人，现在竟然变得这么冷酷无情了。

　　在女人摔门而去的时候，男人泪水滚滚而落，继而放声大哭。那个漂亮的女人递给他一个毛巾，说：“追上她，向她说明白，现在还来得及。”男人摇摇头。

　　三个月后，男人费力地在离婚协议书上签下了自己的名字。这时，他的病变得异常严重，每日都依赖药物维持。每次发作都让他痛不欲生。那个一直给他治病的漂亮女人劝他，这是何苦呢，瞒着自己的妻子，躲藏在这儿忍受着精神和肉体的痛苦。男人说：“与其她变卖所有的财产来徒劳地挽救我的性命，还不如让我在这儿静静地离去；与其她倾尽一生的深情来回忆肯定要离去的我，还不如让她早早断了这份痴情继续未来的生活。”


　　男人蜷缩在病床上，痛苦地呻吟着，喃喃地叫着妻子的名字。那个漂亮的女医生问男人还有什么心愿时，他说他很想见妻子一面。女医生让人去找他妻子时，她已离开了这个城市，去了一个谁也不知道的地方。

　　十年之后，女人又找到了一个爱自己和自己爱的男人，还生了一个可爱的孩子。她利用出差的机会又回到了这个让她铭心刻骨爱恨交织的城市。这次她要弄清楚当年她的丈夫为何能在一个月之内移情别恋残酷地离开她。这个疑问她也问了自己好多年。

　　她找到那个已不太漂亮但仍旧端庄的女医生。女医生没有吭声，将她带到一个芳草凄凄的墓地，指着一个墓碑说，他现在在这里。女医生告诉女人说，我只是这个医院的一个医生，负责治疗你丈夫的病情。你丈夫在住院之前已明白他的病是不治之症，所以他不愿为了给他治病而拖累你。更不愿你因为怀念他而耽误你今后的生活。所以在他的哀求下我做了你们家庭的“第三者”。

　　女人望着墓碑，泪水漱漱而下。她现在才明白，男人为何说：爱一个人并不一定非要和她生活在一起。有时放开手，离开她更是一种爱。

voice on the radio-marie digby

Last night I fell in love with a stranger
Behind the glass house he came walking out the backdoor
Into a crowd of screaming girls calling his name

I never saw it coming, the way a voice can make me feel
And I fear that I am falling
I should be old enough to know
Not to fall in love with the voice on the radio

So here I stand fighting what I feel for you
Torn between what reason says and how I really feel
And here I stand, wondering what to say to you
Hoping that you feel the same, the same as I do

He's in a rock band with a voice like an angel
And eyes of a raven sky
And suddenly I find myself twelve years old again
Dreaming of you

But who am I kidding to even think that you might see me
It's in the stars that girls like me
And boys like you were never meant to be

So here I stand fighting what I feel for you
Torn between what reason says and how I really feel
And here I stand, wondering what to say to you
Hoping that you feel the same, the same as I do

Would you be scared if I told you I like you
And would you run if I told you I love you

Cuz here I stand fighting what I feel for you
Torn between what reason says and how I really feel
And here I stand, wondering what to say to you
Hoping that you feel the same, the same
As I do, as I do, as I do

I never saw it coming the way a voice can make me feel
And I fear that I am falling
I should be old enough to know
Not to fall in love with the voice on the radio

traffic-marie digby

This is the third time this week
That I find myself wandering down your street - and I can't seem to give it up.
I've even stopped making these excuses for why you're stuck here in my thoughts when it's been long enough.
I try to keep myself moving, but I'm not going anywhere..

I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason why i'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
Traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
There's just too much to forget

Guess I should be happy now
Everything is back to how it was
Before you came around
I'm already changing
I've even tried to find a new distraction
But still you surround
As if it's not hard enough

And I try to keep myself moving but i'm not going anywhere

I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason why i'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
Traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
There's just too much to forget

A part of me thinks that i'm going crazy
The world's spinning
My vision is hazy
And none of this makes any sense
I never meant for this to end
I can do what I have to do..
If I could only get around you

miss invisible-marie digby

There's a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something just hiding
And she cant find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cry
She'll say...

[Chorus]
Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day
When you'll ask her her name

The beginning, in the first weeks of class
She did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
She retreated to where she is now
And she'll sing...

[Chorus]
Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name

And one day just the same as the last
Just the days been in counting the time
Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

fool-marie digby

It's 3 am as I stumble over to my bed
Got a funny premonition that tomorrow's gonna be the same
But all I remember
Is how we think I heard you call my name
And your open invitation to come over for a drink or two

But when you do well
The true intentions of your secret smile
I couldn't stop
I couldn't tell you no
I hate to say I'm giving in to you

I wake up next to you
Oh we're through with it
I fell in love with a fool
And I know I'm not the only one
You lead your trap beneath the obvious
Until some good girl pulls through
It's true, I'm not the only one
To fall in love with a fool
I fell in love with a fool

At the end of the hall
In room number 804
There was the devil himself and his dark kept secret hell
And curiosity grew with every single following day
And I was dreaming, dreaming that you're here with me
I hate to say I'm giving in to you

I wake up next to you
Oh we're through with it
I fell in love with a fool
And I know I'm not the only one
You lead your trap beneath the obvious
Until some good girl pulls through
It's true, I'm not the only one
To fall in love with a fool
I fell in love with a fool

better off alone-marie digby

I was naive not to let you go when the time was right
I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last
But I know that you will try to prove me wrong
But it's what I've got to do
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten, all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're better off alone

And it's clear to me that everything has changed
Cuz nothing that we do feels the same any more
And I'll admit, I'll take the blame
Maybe we just moved too fast
And how could expect something like this to last
And I know that you will try and prove me wrong
But it's what I gotta do
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See you never meant to be here and I think you should know
You're better off alone

You and I, we were standing watching us fall apart
So let me go and move along
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See I never meant to be here and I think you should know
You're better off alone

Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Oh, you're better off alone

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser, you're better off alone

Better off alone

stupid for you-marie digby

It's not everyday
That I meet a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...
Oh, oh, oh...

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don't think you're getting the point, that it is you
That I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you
Oh, oh, oh...

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistakes

I've fallen stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you...
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Stupid for you
La, la ,la la ,la la la,oh
Stupid for you
La, la ,la la ,la la la,oh
　 Stupid for you

灵感～

～我以为小鸟飞不过沧海，是以为小鸟没有飞过沧海的勇气，十年以后我才发现，不是小鸟飞不过去，而是沧海的那一头，早已没有了等待……

～是我的终究是我的，我终归是你的一个过客 ．你始终不爱我，注定我和你就是什么都不会发生．注定，注定只是注定，不管我怎么跨越，不管我怎么想靠近你，你还是会离开我的．我好想你，好想好想你，好想好想见你．

～脸上的快乐，别人看得到。心里的痛又有谁能感觉到．

～分手后不可以做朋友,因为彼此伤害过.不可以做敌人.因为彼此深爱过,所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人．

～有时人与人之间的相遇就像是流星,瞬间迸发出令人羡慕的火花,却注定只是匆匆而过

～你当我是个风筝,要不把我放了,要不然收好带回家,别用一条看不见的情思拴着我,让我心伤．

～如果有一天，不再喜欢你了，我的生活会不会又像从前那样堕落，颓废…我不想再要那样的生活，所以，在我还没有放弃你之前，请你,至少要喜欢上我．

～你当我是个风筝,要不把我放了,要不然收好带回家,别用一条看不见的情思拴着我,让我心伤

～第一次哭是因为你不在，第一次笑是因为遇到你，第一次笑着流泪是因为不能拥有你．

～如果，不幸福，如果，不快乐，那就放手吧；如果，舍不得、放不下，那就痛苦吧．

～如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。莽撞，可能使你后悔一阵子；怯懦，却可能使你后悔一辈子．

Say It again-Marie Digby

The thing about love is I never saw it comin'
You kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wonderin'
Is this true, I wanna hear it one more time
Move in a little closer(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
Get just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are
Tellin me that I'm The only one who blows your mind

Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say It Again

The thing about you Is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you
Open that door And walk into my life
Move in a little closer (just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper(woah)
Just a little louder(yeah)

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are Tellin' me that i'm The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

And it feels like It's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And neverIn my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say It again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are tellin' me that I'm the only one who blows your mind

Say It again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

Say it again Say it again Say it again(oh)
Say it again Say it again Say it again
Say it again Say it again Say it again

When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

关于我~个性篇~

我觉得我是一个....

-很容易high的一个人，笑也可以笑很久，不过要很好笑的话题我才会笑很久。也很疯..

-好奇心超强，我对每件事都很好奇，所以是个好奇心的女孩~（wakaka）就像今天啊，我边抄功课边想，我们女生上kh因为老师怀孕所以没有上，我们女生就爽到咯。可是男生呢？我就问阿绫，
1.
我：我们女生上kh因为老师怀孕所以没有上，那男生会不会因为想要男老师怀孕然后没来教他们？
绫：.......（表情显掉）
我：哈哈哈~

2.这是在sn lab的时候，那时做练习，就看到鸟的图片，那里就写characteristic..warm-blooded..等等..过后我就开口了..
我：绫~鸟是怎样交配的？（eva也过来听）
绫：.....
eva：哈哈....去问那个鸟..

-是一个超容易感伤的人，看戏也好，看小说也好，电影也好，都可以很容易流泪~我啊，看小说就很爱乱乱幻想，就想：这世界上，有这种爱情就好了。怎么知道，我老爸竟说“记得，世界上没有这种爱情。”
我就没回答咯，的确，世界上没这种爱情，有也只有2%..

-是个无聊的人，怎么说呢？就是...啊，记得有一次周会因为无聊，所以就观察男生的手掌，都是厚厚的~哈哈~另一次，是在补习，我就刚好看到eva的眼睛~是双眼皮~之后我就看每个人的眼睛，就我和几个（少过2个吧..）是单眼皮的~我开口说...
我：哇~你们都是双眼皮的耶~
eva：你应该说单眼皮的人很少。
我：....

-跟我混不熟的人，就不知道我的个性，在班上，虽然大家都是朋友，但也不是很熟，不熟的人，突然说爱我，以为我会配合她，sorry,我不会。熟的，我当然会配合。如果是很拽的，很欠扁的，那我一定配合。哈哈。

-超讨厌自以为是的人。

-讨厌语气很自大的人。

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就这样~有空再写~以后你们要看关于我的话，可以去看旁边的，那里写着“about myself”按下去就可以了~豫，大哥~写哦~